The Pizza Dude Cometh

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Meet Kendall Charles Doud

aka KiZnEn

aka The Dark Prince

Well, he uses lots of names actually. Most of them are too nasty to repeat.

He's a pedophile who likes little boys 8 to 12 years old.

He's a pedophile who followed a little boy to another state when his family moved.

He's a pedophile who delivers pizza and keeps an eye out for any little boys who may be there.

He's a pedophile who once said:
For over two years now, I have been downloading KP and storing it on disks. I had been considering quitting again for a while. I knew I had to soon. The living in fear, the paranoia, the guilt and the shame were just not worth it anymore. I figured last week I was going to quit. This weekend I went through and separated all of the legal pictures from the pornographic ones. I resolved to myself that I was going to get rid of the porn but I was not sure when.

Then, the "operation candyman" story broke and that gave me the added motivation, (fear), I needed to get rid of the porn. I broke all of the disks and threw them away. I canceled my subscription to and Then, last night, just to be safe, I reformatted my HD. I am going to stay clean of it this time. I have to. I can't go back to downloading.
But he also said this:
He was seven and a half. He was so tiny and I'm usually not attracted to children as small as he was at the time but he was just so god damned much cuter than most other children. He was sitting in my lap and was kind of cuddling against me. I had my arms around him, holding him. He was so warm and soft. I could have held him forever. That moment only lasted a few minutes but in those few minutes my heart had welled up with that warm, fuzzy feeling until it was just about to burst. I remember just looking down at him and thinking, "Shit, I'm falling in love with this little kid. I didn't think it would happen this early." Ever since then I've been head-over-heels for him.
Now considering that I've never before mentioned his name, I'm having a hard time trying to figure out why he's got it in for me so badly. Well, me and Static that is.

So I'll just say this to The Dark Prince:


Before it's too late.
"It's times like this that I want to look skyward and yell, "Why god? Why have you cursed me with being a pedophile??? Just what the hell did I do to deserve this"?

I know that I am a sick piece of shit and I know that the pain I feel is mostly all my fault. However, if I had no little boys in my life I would feel pain at their absence, so I can't really win can I?

Just part of being a sick piece of shit, I guess."

Jim Freeman - the ghost in the machine

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Jim Freeman was sentenced to life in prison today. Jim was the former executive director of the largest sex offender advocacy group on the web.

Jim Freeman once said:

"All I can say is that they are worth the download. My thanks to you and all the others that together make this the greatest group of pedos ever to gather in one place."

All the members of SoHopeful looked up to Jim. They loved his propaganda.

He indoctrinated them into the use of pedospeak and pedo rhetoric......and they didn't even realize it. Isn't that cool?

Who was watching out for the members of his activist group to protect them from this "great pedo"? Who was keeping an eye on Jim? In January he was found guilty of
participating in an illegal organization that used Internet newsgroups - large file-sharing networks where text, software, pictures and videos can be traded and shared - to traffic in illegal images and videos depicting prepubescent children, including toddlers, engaged in various sexual and sadistic acts

Today he was sentenced to life in prison for his role in an international child pornography ring. I wonder if he had been teaching the members of SoHopeful what the new brand of sex offender activist teaches them? That child pornography is A) a victimless crime and B) produced by the government. I bet he was.
In all, more than 400,000 pictures, video files and other images showing children engaged in sexual behavior were produced, advertised, traded and distributed globally in the online pornography ring, according to U.S. and international authorities. The sting, which started in Australia, also netted accused pornographers in England, Canada and Germany.

Some victims were as young as 5 years old. Others were preyed upon for innocent characteristics such as wearing their hair in pigtails

More than 40 children have been rescued
James Freeman of Santa Rosa Beach, Fla., was sentenced to life in prison today. We applaud that decision.
The network traded images depicting the violent sexual abuse of children globally, including having children sexually abused live and on demand for the benefit of its members

'This is called being Prudent'

Monday, April 27, 2009

In our previous post about Alia Loren Jacobson, we touched on the backwards attitude GirlChat posters have towards adults who find sexual pleasure in torturing and violently sexually abusing kids (you know, the ones they claim to just "love" so much). Razor1911's comment looked at home next to the other comments made by GirlChatters, distancing any responsibility from the offender and placing the blame entirely on society, but Razors distorted commentary doesn't stop there... oh no, in fact he feel's much more comfortable talking about it aloud:

...And you thought that was crazy, they were just the warm-up's...

Here's some of the highlights again:

The Darkness Within

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Alia Loren Jacobson

Her website describes her this way:

"As the recently crowned Princess of the Night, Alia is intrigued by beauty found within the macabre, and intends to show a generation of gothlings just how intensely exquisite the darkness within the soul can be."

What's the first thing people think when they see her I wonder.

Take that thought, whatever it might be and add the fact that she's a pedophile and attracted to prepubescent little girls. And sometimes boys. Never adults.

Add to that her interest in necrophilia. The interest she says she tries to keep suppressed.

Ready? Now add the fact that unlike the other pedophiles she doesn't even try to disguise herself as a "girl lover" - No she says it straight out -
"i'm not even sure if i can truly consider myself to be a girllover--after all, most of my fantasies are purely physical and include hurting little girls. there is no way that can be considered girllove."
Does this concern you?

When Alia was in college she confessed her desires to a friend. This friend reported Alia and she was forced to undergo a psychiatric evaluation. Alia's parents told her not to "tell too much" and shortly Alia returned to GirlChat to say she had been deemed "not dangerous to children" but admitted that they don't really know the full extent of her deranged views.

I'd like to consider for a moment what WE - we meaning people who don't want to have sex with children - we who don't want to make children scream - would do, what would we say to someone like this? Someone who wasn't a stranger but a long-time member of the group? What if they said this to you
"Sometimes when i'm walking and i see someone boy or girl who i think is beautiful the first thing that comes through my mind is how erotic it would be to hurt them....."
So? What would you say? What would you do? Let's look at what GirlChat members said to her. She's been there for EIGHT years, I'd be guessing that her desire isn't going away anytime soon wouldn't you? This is how the "Girl lovers" aka child haters responded when Alia said:
What am I? Where should I go? Help me!

I don’t know how to transfer my desire to strangle into a desire to cuddle
You can talk to me

I think we might have similar feelings
I strongly advise against 'professional help' as being completely useless for any problems you might have. If you tell a shrink you're attracted to girls, you're already doomed, even without mentioning violent fantasies. I don't see the point in throwing your life away

So, where should you go? I suggest Girl Chat Chat.
fantasies are just a way to let off steam for your inner frustrations. However, I don't think it's particularly healthy to NEVER think about cuddling and gentle imagery and to ALWAYS think about abusive behavior in your fantasies. A healthy dosage of both is better than just one type of fantasizing exclusively, IMO

You seem like a pleasant enough person, Poison
What I would guess is that you've never actually been able to have a close relationship with a LG. If you did, I strongly suspect that you would find the comfort you're seeking in the warm, soft, comforting arms of a LG. If you had the opportunity to really be with a girl, you would find that violence is the furthest thing from your mind.
Wait a minute, you have a vagina!
Rape away, then! People will be thanking you for it.
Blue Heaven:
Accept the problem and let it go, but don't encourage it, and don't deny it. Just let it be. If you're a good person otherwise, then hold true to that.
i refuse to blame sex offenders that actually kidnap a child and do something about it

Whatever happens is the pedophobes' fault.

For example, the person that technically did it should receive one year in prison while the pedophobic therapists and their accomplices in society should be slowly beaten to death. They are child killers, pulling the strings from a good distance while we erreneously focus, with a perspective that is far too small, on the single person that has his strings pulled.
Yes, the Antis are responsible for creating the monsters that they hate, but those monsters still have free will.

I will concede, however, that if all the Antis died, there be virtually no crimes against children anymore.
As long as you seperate fantasy from reality and maintain your self-control you should have no problem. Or maybe if you feel its best just stay away from little girls. Or (if you live in the USA) you could masturbate to violent lolicon. To sexually relieve yourself.
THAT is the truth about GirlChat. Their entire existence is nothing more than denial, rationalizations and LIES. They lie to society, they lie to the Anti's, they lie to each other and they lie to themselves. They HAVE to, the truth might make them scream.

Knowing how they fed into the disturbed and demented mind of Alia Jacobson, I wonder what they would say if she did what Melissa Huckaby did? I don't think that is too far-fetched of a question to ask, especially when they've been wondering if Melissa could possibly be a member of one of their pedo-sites. Hopefully we'll never have to discover that answer considering they won't discuss their own members who commit crimes and go to prison for life. However, we CAN see what they had to say about the woman accused of sexually assaulting and murdering Sandra Cantu.

Trucker refers to Melissa Huckaby:
I feel more pity for her than sweet little Sandra; at least Sandra's in LG heaven while the rest of the world has to fight through this hellish life.

I hope the antis are damn skippy over the atmosphere they created. If there was more understanding than hating maybe Sandra would still be alive.
Iron Marxist:
If she was a member of the MAA community then she has even less of an excuse for doing what she did because that would mean that she felt love for little girls. Maybe she was constantly told all her life that she was an evil monster who was destined to hurt kids and she finally broke under the pressure.

But when any one of us allows society to break us and does something stupid and savagely cruel, not only does an innocent child and her family suffer but so does the entire MAA community. I just hope that when Sandra's Law is passed we don't end up losing forums like GC, because these forums help to prevent any of us from acting out in negative ways.
You really want to know who killed Sandra Cantu? I'll tell you. It was you, I, and everyone else who has ever turned an unseeing eye or an uncaring heart to another's plight (or our own, for that matter.) Anyone who has taken profit from another's suffering, whether direct or not. Those among us who watch the darkness descending, who cry out for the dying of the light, yet, can't seem to break out of our molds enough to say "Enough is enough." We did it. We killed that little girl, as surely as if we had been standing there. And only by taking responsibility for all of this, can we ever hope to change ANY of it.
I don't care if I get heat for this but I can't stand how the U.S. just coddles and overprotects children just to keep them "innocent."

So a suspect in Sandra Cantu's murder has been caught. Notice how quickly the police got someone, not because a person was murdered, but because a "sweet, innocent little girl" was murdered. Is the concept of innocence worth the price of depriving possibly innocent people of freedom and riling paranoia?

Are children so helpless and ignorant that they must be given special attention whenever one gets killed every two years?

Until this bogus "innocence" stigma is done away with and children are seen as equals with adults, we will never be one unified people.
That's the brand of distorted crap Alia has heard for eight years. Alia, a woman fighting urges to "kill and rape and maim" receiving responses that
  • it's just OCD
  • it's normal to think that way
  • she's really a nice person
  • hold true to herself
  • find violent lolicon to further feed the fantasies
  • find a little girl to love
But if she does act out and hurts a child........then it's the fault of people who don't want her to molest their children.

So I ask you - if it were legal for adults to have sex with children, what do you think Alia Loren Jacobson would do?
"....I guess i have always sympathized too much with people who commit horrendous crimes because every so often i myself have to sit down and solemnly swear to myself that i will never murder anyone."
GirlChat 2003

Wikisposure Day

Friday, April 24, 2009

We have been very impressed with some of the work done on Wikisposure in the past but they've truly outdone themselves this time. They've taken the Alice Day occasion to expose some very depraved pedophiles. No longer will this be known as Alice Day. From now on, it will be known as Wikisposure Day!

Please preview the new additions below and click the links to read the full Wikis.

FortyOne aka Steven Blair Nichols of Pennsylvania

Around that time i started amassing a huge collection of illegal porn, which i deleted completey the day before i turned 18 - just to be that much more carefull..
I dont share your "ewwwww" feelings about my parents knowing.. Of course im big on incest

Elminster Trueheart aka Keith Cronin of Pennsylvania

There was a girl who was three years old, and she loved me with all of her heart. I couldn't help but love her back. She loved cuddling, kissing and snuggling. I can't count the times I lost myself in her love and we would kiss passionately. I loved her so much it hurt. I never knew what that meant before then, but I do now.

onemilligram aka James Warren Gray of Ohio currently in Egypt

My desire for lg's has been as strong as super glue since I was like 5 or something, sometimes it goes away and I can actually look at a lg for a short period of time and just admire her beauty without the nearly unbearable desire to do something unhealthy. I love my wife more than anything and I love being intimate with her but the thirst, this godamned hunger is never satisfied and that demon inside me wants me to say FUCK IT and do something crazy.

captainzen aka Alexander Baldal of the Netherlands

Now over 60, been comforted by a 12 year old, so heavenly, so divine that I never regret that she was gone, happy instead that I had her love for a awhile. Dont cry over spilled milk.

Demosthenes aka Jacob Detring of Tennessee

That's why I'm staying with..
...the 10 and under crowd for my own in-home modelling shots, they haven't been indoctrinated in "decent, virtuous, and moral" like a 14 year old tends to be. ^_~

Poisontears aka Alia Loren Jacobson of New York

all of my fantasies...
...are violent, and include rape, torture, killing, etc. And in all of my fantasies i am male (well, i guess that facillitates the rape thing.) Oddly enough, in some of my fantasies (in which i am not actually involved) there are two children, one raping and mutilating the other.

Cephaloped aka Daniel Woodward Heath of Ohio

...I was convicted of "illegal use of a minor in nudity oriented material or performance." I did time, was on parole for a while, and have to register as a sex offender....
...they sometimes lump various things together as they did in the law I was convicted under....
D aka David Weiss Richardson of Texas

Let's assume bondage and sodomy consists of lightly tying the child down, possibly drugging him a little so he doesn't struggle, and inserting thin objects (say, a pen or something thinner) into his anus.
While I cannot endorse restraining an infant or inserting objects into his anus without a valid reason (e.g. protect child from harm or take a temperature if he has a fever), it's not "the worst possible scenario" when it comes to child abuse
dragonwhip aka Michael Davidson Baskett of Virginia

If sex could enter into it without any threat of prison, i.e. if whe world were more relaxed about love and sexuality, then I would love to make sweet love to a young girl, tickling her and making her laugh, feeling her warm, soft skin against mine, but all I can do is dream. Sucks, doesn't it?
Fachy aka Ahmad Ali of Maryland

Where I live there are alot of street kids, you find them outside mosques begging or cleaning cars' windows at stop light and so on... my idea basically is to be nice to one of those once, and increase it gradually to achieve some.. ahem... desirable outcomes. Let's examine this in details assuming the GEORGOUS girl I just saw today outside the mosque... she was about 6-7, had the cutest face ever with a veil covering hair, and was selling tissues I think
Greenfly aka Aubrey Eugene Davis of Florida

if you were on death row and instead to a last meal, or got a last sexual explicit act that you could perform on anyone you like at any age. Who would you pick, how old and what would the act be? You can have only one pick, but perform more than one act.
I would go with my 13 yr old 1st cousin once removed, which i still believe is my 2nd cousin, but that's for another post, I would first perform oral sex on her and finish with a traditional Missionary style, me on top.

soulfulsongbird aka Sarah Louise Arney of Texas

I can tell I am in the right place ,I love little girls ,no kiding,they love me back ,the little they are the more they love me .I teach six & seven year olds at church I am in haven when I am with my class ,I am in hell when not with them.I love to see games at school VB ...,i LOVE to see play's at church & school,do we see A trind here If there are little girls somplace look around I am there

Sibelius aka Peter-Gene Budarick of South Australia

Loving children is the ONLY thing that makes this animal, homo sapiens, a human being, and we would want to kill that?! by finding a cure?!

Tamachan aka Bryan McMullon of Canada

When I was fired from my daycare job, I was taken away from someone very special to me. It nearly devastated me, but it crushed her, and there was nothing I could do about it.

toby/tobs aka Thomas Toby Rutan of Florida

my AoA is 6-12 years old

Skull Dander aka Clinton Robert Lambobard of Texas

I would have to say --in all honesty-- that it doesn't matter how young or old the little cutie is, so long as we don't get caught.

Happy Wikisposure Day to all!!!

Alice has once again been rescued from the forces of evil. Thank you Wikisposure!

Save Alice

April the 25th is Alice Day, originally known as "Pedophile Pride Day" the day was devised by pedophile activists during the 1990's to celebrate their desire to molest children.

Here's what some pedophiles from GirlChat were planning to do:


I will be wearing my GLogo t-shirt with my GLogo pendent for all to see!!!. I guess I will be doing what I do everyday, just hangout with friends and maybe if it's nice out, skateboard a bit etc. I don't have a LGF so I won't be spending anytime with little girls or boys but I will go to the park and LG watch. I also try to do a bit of CL activism on Alice Day or any day for that matter, in the sense that every time I see an opportunity I drop off a few pamphlets, flyers and cards that I always carry around in my backpack.

I will be spending the day at a local market filled with beautiful LG's. Kinda boring, but I will at least be wearing a pink t-shirt. I doubt anyone will catch on, but you never know ;-)
Sancho Panza
Weather for Saturday seems promising, we will to go to our local zoo and eat ice cream :-)
I think the t-shirt thing is just to wear any kind of a pink shirt on Alice Day. That way if any asks if you're a pedo, you can claim you have no idea what they're talking about...and how dare they insinuate such a thing! lol.
I don't ever wear pink so it will def be a stretch but I'm sure I can pull it off!
I have worm pink on Alice Day for several years now!
Aladdin Truelove
PS: I am the one who suggested the name "Alice Day," way back on Ianthe's email list, in 1998. Feels good to be back in the land of the living!
The Anti's have started a tradition of their own - each year celebrating the Alice Day as an opportunity to raise a bit of awareness... of their own...

Tumbling Down the Mountainside

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

We talked about Jim Freeman here and about pedophile denial of child pornography here. We also talked about Judith Levine using pedophiles for in particular - Lawrence Stanley - who not only claimed there was no child porn but was actively producing it himself. Aw well she must not have done her homework.

We've talked about Jim Freeman's RSO activism as the Executive Director of SoHopeful. We talked about his involvement in the "most sophisticated child pornography operation in recent memory" and which included "one of the largest digital seizures in the history of the FBI"

We felt sure the RSO advocacy groups would seize the opportunity to take stock, educate their members and clean house.

We watched and we listened.

We waited patiently. It never happened. Instead they attempted to cover it up, not only to the outside world but to their very own members as well. Perhaps they just didn't want their members to find out how that silly little "legal defense fund" yahoo group helped identify Jim in the first place. Or perhaps as we've previously seen "no more victims" is NOT their primary goal after all. For instance this is something they would never talk about:
"Experts have often wondered what proportion of men who download explicit sexual images of children also molest them. A new government study of convicted Internet offenders suggests that the number may be startlingly high: 85 percent of the offenders said they had committed acts of sexual abuse against minors, from inappropriate touching to rape."
Jill Levenson responded:
“It’s crucial to understand the sexual history of all these offenders, because sometimes the crime they were arrested for is the tip of the iceberg, and does not reflect their real patterns and interests”
This report having already been accepted for publication was withdrawn due to the concerns of certain people. People like Dr. Fred Berlin who claimed it may cause a backlash and intrude on a child molesters "individual liberty". Obviously he's not interested in the truth. No it looks to me like he's into coddling. It looks to me like someone should have been paying more attention to all those sex offenders who reoffended while they were in his treatment program. Or maybe all those priests he released that went right back to molesting children. He's Michael Melsheimer's mentor. And Freddie's mentor was good old Dr. John Money famous for trying to turn a boy into a girl with devastating consequences and who said in an interview in Paidika: The Journal of Paedophilia
If I were to see the case of a boy aged ten or eleven who's intensely erotically attracted toward a man in his twenties or thirties, if the relationship is totally mutual, and the bonding is genuinely totally mutual...then I would not call it pathological in any way
Paidika? Who in the world would want anything to do with that? Well, here's a few who have:
  • Laurence A. Stanley - Thc Hysteria Over Child Pornography and Paedophilia
  • Dr. Fritz Bernard - The Dutch Paedophile Emancipation Movement
  • Peter Lambourn Wilson - Islamic Boy-love
  • Dr. Rudiger Lautmann - Sexual Desire for Children
  • Edward Brongersma - In Defense of Boy Love
  • Theo Sandfort - The World is Bursting with Adults,so I'm always Glad to See a Little Girl
The usual and oft-quoted crowd:
  • Hubert Kennedy
  • Ralph Underwager
  • Pat Califia
And the RSO favorite Hollida Wakefield:
You don't have good sex education in the schools, just these ridiculous prevention programs.

Couples are making their own pornographic movies. The comparison is on the one hand people running around making their own pornographic movies but on the other hand reacting hysterically to child sexuality issues

Given this schizophrenia and these hysterical attitudes about childhood sexuality, it's going to be difficult for paedophiles to appear more positive, to start saying they're not exploiters of children, that they love children, the sexual part included, even if it's a minor part
But what does that have to do with Jim Freeman? This is one time I'm going to let you figure it out for yourselves. I have a feeling only a few won't be able to.

From a conversation before Jim's fall:

Being a pedophile does NOT mean the person has acted out. The "average adult", on the other hand, is sexually active. Thus they have "acted out", and will strive to do so again and again. So I STILL believe that a pedophile has more self-control than the average adult.

Whether a pedophile has 1 or 100 victims he is still out of control.

Pedophiles with victims are not pedophiles. They're child molesters. What of the pedophiles who have not acted out?

I think we can both agree that any grooming is inappropriate and clearly out of control, no?

Inappropriate, yes. Out of control, no. A person who is out of control can't at the same time have the patience of Job. You can fall tumbling down the mountainside, or you can slowly and methodically walk down, picking and choosing your path. The end result is the same, but you were out of control on one and in control on the other. You can't calmly, slowly and methodically tumble down the side of a mountain.
The following men in Jim's "greatest groups of pedos" - who didn't passively take a tumble have been sentenced. Half the men took plea deals and - got sweet deals - considering what they did. The one's who didn't, well take a look. Jim's sentencing is coming up in a couple of weeks by the way. Mark your calender - I understand he's going to be getting a sentencing enhancement under the Adam Walsh Act. I wonder if that means Life + 10 years? Betcha he's sweating bullets about now. Of course, if he had served his time and learned his lesson and just wanted to move on and wasn't dangerous and he wasn't a pedophile..............

  • Stepan Bondarenko aka "Bumhead" 38, of Philadelphia, Pa. - 20 years
  • Erik Wayerski, 46, "Lerch" of Round Rock, Texas - 30 years
  • Raymond Roy, 54, "Nimo" of San Juan Capistrano, Calif. - 30 years
  • Ruble Keys, 55, "Crazy Horse" of Medford, Ore. - 17 years
  • John Mosman, 46, "Pickleman" of Waterbury, Conn. - 13 years
  • Warren Weber, 56, "Muad'Dib" of Boise, Idaho - 15 years
  • Michael Berger, 33,"Box of Rocks" of Mechanicsville, Va. - 15 years
Went to Trial:
  • Daniel Castleman aka "Chingachgook" 43, of Lubbock, Texas - LIFE
  • Gary Lakey, 54, "Eggplant" of Anderson, Ind - LIFE
  • Marvin Lambert, 33, "Methuselah" of Indianapolis, Ind. - LIFE
  • Neville McGarity, 40, "Wraith" of Medina, Texas - LIFE
  • Ronald White, 59, "RoadKill" of Burlington, N.C - LIFE

Not yet sentenced:
  • Warren Mumpower, 63, "Lizzard" of Spokane, Wash - GUILTY
  • James Freeman, 47, "Mystikal" of Santa Rosa Beach - GUILTY
Of these men Neville McGarity committed sexual assault of a child in 2003, Warren Mumpower had more than one sex crime conviction dating back to the early 1980's. And of course we already know about Jim Freeman, the registered sex offender and sex offender advocate who once told the Valigator:
My organization has done so much on the national level to shift the focus to the truly dangerous. An organization that you don't think too highly of. What's the deal?
Shifting focus? Well, he tried to anyway.

"My declaration of permanent WAR"

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Terrence J. White

Much hope and attention has been placed on Terrence J. White a registered sex offender who is suing the Attorney General of Georgia along with every District Attorney in the state.

He believes that the new law requiring him to register his internet identifiers is unconstitutional.

We believe he is a perfect example of why the law was created in the first place.

He stated in his lawsuit that he'd had one sex offense conviction. He signed it under "penalty of perjury".

He stated elsewhere that he had two convictions. Both of which he minimized off-handedly
Convicted in 1989 of one count of "Enticing a Child for Indecent Purposes" (Simply saying the wrong words to an underage person).

Convicted in 1990 of two counts of "Sending and Receiving Child Pornography through the U.S. Mail" (a "victimless" crime).
In fact Terrence says that he was "a victim of my own desires" and has written extensively regarding his belief that society will eventually have to accept men having sex with boys.
The time needs to come, when (as I've said elsewhere) pederasty will be perceived by the mainstream as an aid or enhancement toward developing and encouraging 'masculinity'
Not only is society wrong to make it illegal but he even uses religion to try and justify it
Jesus refused--by all the evidence--to condemn pederasty (or 'boy-love')

Jesus apparently never was worried about any of these other matters that we mere childish humans keep on making such a horrified fuss about.
He makes his mission clear:
I believe I know what sort of reaction my work will arouse in most Americans. And it is truly my declaration of permanent WAR against them and any sort of fearful, dogmatic, closed-mindedness. My work is an attempt to provoke exactly where fundamentalist Americans most fear and loathe being challenged.

Another of the precise aims of my body of work has been just this: to attempt to "reattune individuals to a forgotten [or neglected] archetype," specifically, that of the "beautiful boy," androgyne, or PUER AETERNUS.
He believes himself to be on some lofty plain of existence far above the comprehension of this mere mediocre society that he mocks and jeers at.
I am so FAR above their poor abilities to fathom or comprehend! Yet, how incredibly lonely it is, up here on this towering peak on which I sit, staring down below at the far-removed world. How cold, how silent, how icily destitute it is up here!
He's predatory and flagrantly wrote about trying to convince someone to have sex with him when it was clear they were heterosexual
The human mind that has been lulled to sleep by conformity and majority opinions, must, my boy, MUST be literally SHOCKED BACK INTO A STATE OF WAKEFULNESS. It is the only way (for most people).

How is this shock back into mental wakefulness best accomplished?

Allowing oneself to freely experience sexuality--especially forms of sexuality which go against the usual rules of society; and two, deliberately allowing oneself to experience things which repulse or frighten oneself.

Also you have--and this is extreme--necrophagia, the eating of dead bodies. ... In certain American Indian cultures of the Southwest, one of the initiations to the clown category ... involves actually eating dog shit. The most repulsive has to be accepted as also Brahman [i.e., as a part of 'God']."

In other words, the 'Divine' exists everywhere--even in a piece of dog shit (however repulsive or blasphemous an idea that may be to most people). But it is not necessary for you or I to actually EAT it, or even to partake of dead bodies, in order to realize that fact; nor is it neccessary for us to do this in order to free our minds, either. Other means exist--such as (as mentioned above) "nudism, sexual freedom, group sexuality, adultery, ... incest ..." And HOMOSEXUALITY.

Are you repulsed by the idea of having sex with another man? Then this is a pathway that is excellent for helping to free your mind from society's 'shackles' of mental conformity.
Wow pretty deep crap you got there Terrence. We'll leave you with some of his magnificent poetry. You know, the kind that's so far above our ability to fathom or comprehend.
A glimpse of boyish hips will please

The man, whose thick, enlarging pole

Frightens the boy, who surely sees

What fate awaits his virgin hole.

T.J. White

21 December, 2006
You can find Terrence these days over at Reform Sex Offender Laws Campaign. These people stick together like glue you know. Yep, they've got his back and are raising money for his lawsuit.

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